I start this post with not good condition. I'm not sick I just feel dilemma, maybe big dilemma. I am like drifting in the ocean and I can't go back. How sad it is. I don't even know this "journey", why I can be like this. Btw my dilemma is not about love. Sorry it is not! It is about friendship, group and some people who have very different idea with me&my friends.
As a human, I know every people have different idea or opinion. But, sorry I can't accept their opinion at all. They are just wanna to playing in all the time. How bad you are. Manage your time please. Sooo much things should us to do as a student. I do playing is important to improving our sociality but if playing without limit, should I tolerate it? No, REALLY SORRY. I am not a nerd. I like doing what I like. I like study, play, shopping, socialization with other people and I like join into an organization. But all my hobby is have timing.
And my dilemma is, I can't go back as I am first before I join to this group. Maybe I can't change their mind and opinion. I know, it's really hard but why are we not united? be humble to each others? Why we like Tom&Jerry?. I hate dislike this situation.
Can we change this situation please?, I miss the old times before we meet in this group. And please allow me to go back as I am. And if I am grumpy and stingy with you all, I am really sorry. I'm impatience if someone scold me. Really sorry friends. I'll be manage my desires.
My dilemma looks like as same as with lyrics "Butiran Debu" by Rumor.
" aku terjatuh dan tak bisa bangkit lagi
aku tenggelam dalam lautan luka dalam
aku tersesat dan tak tahu arah jalan pulang "
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